Mo Yunjing naturally also noticed the change in the black light on Feng Ming’s wrist. His eyes sank, “Why did it suddenly become like this?”
Feng Ming let out a wry smile, “This is the punishment. There are some things that cannot be spoken, and since I spoke, I naturally have to suffer heavenly retribution.”
But it doesn’t matter, he was never afraid of life and death. Before finding A Tang, he couldn’t die. Now that A Tang has been found, many things have unfolded differently under his arrangement. What else is there for him to fear?
Moreover, he was destined for a short life. Even if he did nothing, he wouldn’t live past his thirties.
Mo Yunjing looked at Feng Ming thoughtfully. After a strange silence between them, he finally asked the question that had been bothering him, “Why do you have memories of your past life?”
Why? <<<
Feng Ming’s coldness at the corner of his mouth deepened, he broke free from Mo Yun Jing and walked forward a few steps, “To put it bluntly, A Tang died because of you and me. If that poisoned arrow hadn’t been blocked by her for me, it would have been me who died, so I have to do something for her.”
As for what he did after A Tang and Mo Yun Jing died… that is something only heaven, earth, and he know. Otherwise, it would harm his A Tang.
Seeing Mo Yunjing wanting to continue prying into the matter, Feng Ming spoke before him, “As for things that have come to this, what I don’t say naturally cannot be said. If you want to know why I possess memories from my past life, it’s simple: gains always come with losses.”
“To have the ability to never forget past events comes at a price, and the price I paid was… to be devoid of love for my entire life! Therefore, from the moment I was born, my parents died. Anyone related to me who dared to get close would surely die.”
“And I, even more so, would not live past my thirtieth year. Not only that, but from the moment I was born, I would endure pain like being cut into a thousand pieces every month.”
Every time I fall ill, the pain before slipping into a coma is more terrifying than being cut into a thousand pieces.
What he said was merely the price he had to pay for this lifetime; he hadn’t even mentioned the countless sacrifices he made in his past life.
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It was just one thing he failed to do. To prevent his A Tang from dying for him once again, he took every precaution and still failed.
Is A Tang poisoned, or was it a curse?
Since he had the ability to do things himself, he had almost daily immersed himself in poison, enduring that agonizing pain, making himself immune to all poisons. He was prepared, this life no matter what, would not let Atang suffer for him. He would bear it himself.
Even though she tried her best, she couldn’t escape fate. In this life, Ah Tang was still poisoned, but thankfully, the poison wasn’t fatal.
Although the gu poison is insidious and difficult to treat, there is still a chance, a way to cure it. Now the gu poison has even transferred to her child in her belly.
Although he didn’t know how the child in her belly would turn out, he was thankful, thankful that the poison within her had been cured.
At this moment, Mo Yunjing’s eyes were dim as if covered in a layer of ash. The deep black was filled with coldness, and anyone who looked at him couldn’t guess what he was thinking.
After a long silence, Feng Ming turned her head to look at Mo Yun Jing. For the first time, she addressed him with such seriousness and earnestness:
“Mo Yun Jing, after I die, A Tang will be entrusted to you. This life, if you fail to protect her again, this deity will never forgive you.”
As soon as the words left his mouth, Feng Ming once again felt a piercing pain coursing through his body. He spat out another mouthful of blood without surprise.
Before Mo Yunjing could do anything, his stiff body went straight back.