Ning Shu looked at these words, and in the end, she only replied with an emoji.
“The book said, just straight up, that before I did this thing, I told Shi Ran to end things after the college entrance exam. But it wasn’t until I saw this sentence that I realized there was definitely something more going on…I felt a tightness in my chest.”
The anxiety isn’t like that, it’s not a racing heart.
Ning Shu’s cheeks flushed, her mouth opened, but she knew to do as instructed.
Ning Shu has no right to interfere with Shi Ran’s decisions.
I honestly said, “… I feel a little uncomfortable, but it wouldn’t be like this if it wasn’t them choosing me.”
“If we fall for an upperclassman and confess our feelings to him, pursuing a relationship. Will he, out of concern for us, accommodate our needs to maintain the relationship, even if it means having to reject us?”
Ning Shu: “…”
Shi Ran let out a soft breath, his thin lips slightly parted as he lowered his eyelids. “It’s fine,” he murmured. “I allow you to fish me.”
That’s where it went wrong.
Then the younger sister felt that she would probably have a hard time.
“If I don’t confess my feelings to someone I like and they accept, then I’ll definitely study hard!”
“My little sister also saw through Ning Shu’s confusion, she was lost. She didn’t have a preference for men and had only a male bestie. So because she understood more than others, she quickly came up with a plan and said, “Senior Brother, you haven’t told me who your good friend is?”
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Ning Shu watched her phone, waiting for a message from the young man. I was lost in thought, but not wanting to give up, I remembered when Shi Ran had been sick and gone out of town, leaving no one to take care of him…
She wasn’t rejoicing anymore, it was good that she hadn’t fallen head over heels at first glance and never truly loved him.
Shi Ran replied to my message after a short while.
Freshman: “Why can you?”
“Why are you calling me? Aren’t you trying to worry me?” A cold and indifferent voice rang from the other end. “Why do you care about me? This week, how have you been treating me? You call me, aren’t you just trying to keep fishing for me?”
“But my junior sister didn’t ask that. She said, ‘When you interact with the other person, do you not feel shy? For example, when they get closer to you, will you not feel a little nervous, or even have your heart beat faster?’ ”
…..
Ning Shu knows what’s not fair, but she doesn’t reply to Shi Yan’s messages immediately. The young boy sends her messages every day on schedule.
When I think about my teenage years, there’s no sense of guilt in my heart.
Ning Shu’s breaths quickened slightly, and she knew why. A hint of sourness arose in her heart…
I’m really not immune to Shi Ran’s charms, you know?
“Hey, if you’re not actually into her then just break things off with her already.”
“Aren’t you going to fish me out?” the boy said, surprised.
Even the girl was shocked. She hadn’t expected that her senior wouldn’t be so clueless about his feelings. He seemed completely unaware of his own emotions.
Ning Shu just kept her mouth shut, but inside her heart wasn’t at ease. She felt a jolt of something she couldn’t quite place.
Two people can lose contact, but it’s not that the relationship just goes back to the beginning.
I’m in. Why not?
A few minutes later, my little sister messaged me: “Senior brother, are you sure you like him? Aren’t you just afraid of losing me as a friend?”
Ning Shu thought of Yuan Hou and the others, and she became even more silent, saying simply, “Yes.”
Then, a slightly cold and low voice rang out: “Brother Ning.”
Although Ning Shu knew why this question was asked, she still replied: “I don’t have many classmates in university.”
Until Shiran didn’t give me a message.
Following up with questions.
“Senior, what I mean is, if the other party is an adult, wouldn’t they consider this issue?”
Shiran messaged me.
Ning Shu looked at her dark circles, she fell even more silent.
So it’s not that not many people like Shiran, willing to be my girlfriend, or even boyfriend….
I don’t think I am, thinking for the other party, it’s not really about fishing people?
Ning Shu fell silent, “That’s not right?” It seemed that I had unknowingly given Shi Ran so much hope by just yielding.
“I can only say…” “If you really want to, just get in touch. There’s no other way, it could let us go back to how things were before, to our old relationship and positions.”
That’s why Ning Shu would treat Shi Ran with such patience and care, even when he was acting out. She didn’t get angry or try to suppress her feelings; she just endured it.
My junior sister continued, “It’s fine to wait until after the college entrance exam to make things clear. The only thing is that senior brother should have as little contact with her as possible. After all, senior brother has a good personality and a kind heart, so he might give her the wrong idea.”
As if I had accepted Shi Ran’s love, I wasn’t a sinner anymore.
Then, I saw my junior sister reply: “Like a senior brother like you, with fair skin and good looks, and a nice personality. You should have many pursuers, right? Besides, I heard that you haven’t had a girlfriend yet. Your attitude towards your pursuers isn’t very clear either, no sense of boundaries or distance…”
Ning Shu had already become an adult and was about to graduate from university.
My heart began to race with anxiety and worry.
Ning Shu pursed her lips. “No, no reason.”
The little sister spoke eloquently, saying: “Senior brother, if you weren’t just concerned about the age difference, then there wouldn’t be anything difficult. Senior brother definitely wasn’t a model student who never fell in love at a young age. That’s not how he became senior brother, after all. Studying isn’t the most important thing, right? But senior brother clearly likes her, so why not just boldly accept it?”
If one of them develops feelings for me and confesses, I think I could be good friends with that person.
Ning Shu became increasingly silent. Shy? Every time Shi Ran got close to me, I would indeed shrink back a little, even allowing the other party to kiss me at times. I could endure the feeling inside, not feeling ashamed… but it wasn’t that I disliked it either….
Ning Shu’s eyelashes trembled, but it wasn’t because she was troubled.
I typed slowly, replying, ” …no no way, I’m just a high school student, and… not even an adult yet. I don’t have any cousins, so how much older could he be?”
Ning Shu, her thoughts have been in disarray for days. My mind is full of nothing but whether I like Shi Ran. In the end, I couldn’t even figure out if I really liked Shi Ran.
Am I supposed to go after Shi Ran? I thought it wasn’t because Shao Nian and Qi Fei are so different in age. Besides, the other person is just a high school student. Shi Ran isn’t my assigned target.
The youth felt lost.
She held back and continued, “Senior, the reason I ask you this is not because I think your attitude towards this high school student is too different from your previous admirers.”
Before this, Ning Shu had never considered accepting the idea of being a minor.
The moment the call connected, I hesitated, wanting to hang up. But then, it wasn’t Shi Ran who wanted this, was it? I thought it through.
Shi Ran: “Hmm?”
But on the phone, it went straight through.
My little sister continued to message me: “If my senior brother didn’t even think about asking a question, then he isn’t a true senior brother and doesn’t like me?”
It’s like it wasn’t sunk at all.
Ning Shu had never thought about this issue, but now, I couldn’t help but scrutinize him. Shi Ran was exquisitely handsome, his face undeniably beautiful, and he was also very tall.
I never thought I’d fall for a high school student… And Shi Ran isn’t even of age yet, the boy is only seventeen.
Ning’s face was flushed, I felt a wave of dizziness wash over me, and blurted out, “I…I caught you.”
Ning Shu lightly pursed her lips, took a deep breath and said: “…I kind of like you. When we get to college, let’s try dating.”
Ning Shu pursed her lips: “I’ve never liked boys before…and I haven’t even become an adult yet…”
Ning Shu was at a loss, her attitude turned cold. “What about Shi Ran?”
Why?
Ning Shu came back to her senses and blurted out, “…Shi Ran, how are you doing?”
The next morning.
Ning Shu closed her eyes and thought of the kiss from her youth. I reached out and touched my lips, vaguely remembering the feeling of his thin lips coming over.
Ning Shu knew she shouldn’t, but in the end, she couldn’t help herself. During the last period of time, she called the young man.
My little sister typed excitedly: “Senior, haven’t we realized yet? You definitely have feelings for me… Senior, don’t you want to seize this opportunity and regret it for the rest of your life?”
Ning Shu lay on the bed and fell asleep. In my mind, there wasn’t a single word of the junior sister’s speech. I showed a dazed expression…
The younger sister knows! She knew it was the older brother just by looking. The older brother’s morals are so high, if she wasn’t his female best friend, she would have jumped on him already. After all, nowadays, male classmates are all well-developed, and her male best friend has sucked all the essence out of him.
But I didn’t dare to chat with Shi Ran anymore.
He is also very good at studying. Qi Fei has done it before. There are many admirers of him who are younger than him in school.
Ning Shu paused for a moment: “Finish it clearly? But I’m about to take the college entrance exam.”
Just like Shiran wouldn’t do, teasing me.
I’m going to be pretty busy because exams are coming up soon.
Ning Shu hadn’t noticed, I really do seem to be too different from Shi Ran and others… But isn’t this a bad way to prove something? To prove that I don’t like Shi Ran?
“That’s right. Why would you let that high school boy get away with it, and why did you keep putting up with him over and over again?”
But learning sister, isn’t this fair to Shi Ran? …
I wouldn’t feel guilty.
“My senior brother isn’t being soft-hearted, is he? Isn’t it because the other party has already surpassed everyone else in our eyes?”
My face flushed with shame.
Seeing this, Ning Shu’s face flushed suddenly. I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, a feeling of shame welling up inside me.
“Can you just straighten me out?”
But if not, then I have no choice but to hook him out personally.