“It’s fine, can’t sleep” 。She again spoke lightly. 。Actually, she had been feeling like her father was calling her the whole time, but she knew it was an illusion so she closed her eyes and ignored it. 。But after a while, the cries grew louder, even tinged with anger as they called her name. They became increasingly loud, threatening to shatter her eardrums. 。”Doesn’t even listen to Dad anymore, <<
” 。”
Please don’t hurt Xiao Jian, she is your closest person.” 。”
“Dad is sorry to them” 。That voice echoed in the empty living room. She was furious, so even if she went to hell, he still thought of Wen Jian and her daughter? She scrambled to her feet like a madman chasing after her father’s shadow. 。However, when she stood barefoot in the living room, she found countless black shadows, each shadow passing through her body. The sound grew increasingly chaotic, with cries and maniacal laughter…
For a moment, she felt as if she were standing at the gates of hell, this house being the gateway to it. All the ghosts came in and out of here, and she kept running, chasing them relentlessly…
Until the living room light turned on, the shadows vanished instantly, and everything returned to normal. 。
It’s just that, mentally, I’m exhausted. Even in front of Zhu Yu’an, I can’t hide my fatigue. 。Zhuo Yuyan finally stopped believing that she only had mild depression. He had looked up the symptoms of mild depression during the day and it was definitely not like this. 。”I’m sorry. ”
。Shu Tinglan apologized to him, saying that she had kept him up these past few days. 。”Well, you should apologize. 。He helped her up and replied with an ambiguous tone. 。It’s her fault for not taking care of herself, and it’s also her fault for being stubborn and refusing to reveal anything about her illness. 。Shu Tinglan wasn’t intentionally trying to be tough, she herself found it strange, feeling like she had been split in two. 。During the day when she was at work, she felt very normal, rarely afraid and rarely had racing thoughts. 。But once night falls, the feeling of being viciously attacked intensifies. I can’t sleep and even when I do manage to fall into a light slumber, I am often awakened by nightmares. 。Zhuo Yu’an had already made up his mind, he wanted to take her to the hospital. 。
“I called in sick this morning, I’ll schedule a doctor for you” 。She has no say in this matter. 。”Let’s wait a few more days. I have a meeting with Mr. Xiao from Whale Finance in the morning to discuss M&A.” 。”
I pushed it, let’s make plans another day” 。She’s very domineering and won’t give her a chance. 。Shu Tinglan wasn’t going to listen to him anyway. It was late at night, and she was too lazy to argue. She thought to herself, “My legs are on my own body; do I need to report to him where I want to go?” She’d just get up and leave early. 。
“Shu Tinglan, listen to others sometimes, don’t be so stubborn.” 。 。Shū Tínglān fell completely silent. 。She was a real night owl. Zhuo Yunan fell asleep before dawn, unable to keep up with her. She quietly got up and prepared to go to the law firm first, then attend the Whale Finance meeting. 。
Zhuoyu An wasn’t moving when she left, but…when she got on the subway, Zhuoyu An appeared beside her at some point, walking beside her and glaring angrily at her. He was angry but helpless. 。This person is just too stubborn. 。Shu Tinglan remained silent, following the crowd towards the platform. 。It’s not rush hour yet, there aren’t many people on the platform, she was standing in first place, Zhuo Yu’an stood next to her in line. 。The train was about to arrive, the wind whistling through the tunnel, the billboards above the tracks shone brightly. Shutinglan stared at the billboard across from her, only to feel the light flickering on and off. Suddenly, her expression changed drastically. Reflected in the billboard, beside her stood a dark shadow with a ferocious face staring at her. Before she could react, the shadow reached out and shoved her hard. 。。The people on the platform let out another scream. A man rushed down the tracks at a desperate pace, lifting the terrified girl sitting on the rails and throwing her onto the platform. He was just inches away from being hit by the oncoming train. In a split second, he used both hands to push himself up onto the platform. The train roared past his feet. 。Everyone stared in stunned silence. After the initial cries of alarm, a sense of lingering fear hung heavy in the air. It had all happened in a matter of seconds, but even a single second slower and the consequences would have been unimaginable. 。When everyone had calmed down and the flight attendants came over, they started yelling at the girl who was lying on the ground, shaking and curled up in fear. “If you wanted to die, choose a less populated place!” 。”Isn’t that harming him?” “If he hadn’t been saved just now, you would have killed him too.” 。”
“What a sin!”
Some cursed her, while others comforted her, telling her to look on the bright side. 。Shu Tinglan lay on the ground, her whole body rigid. She wasn’t suicide, someone pushed her down, she saw a black shadow. 。Zhuo Yu’an held her tightly, unable to utter a word. 。He was filled with regret. If he hadn’t gone into the subway with her, if he hadn’t jumped down in time to save her…the consequences were unimaginable. 。His face at this moment was probably even more ghastly than Shu Tinglan’s, a sickly grey-green. 。
The station attendant came over to ask them if they needed help, or if they wanted to call an ambulance?
Seeing that both of them were completely dumbfounded, he could only advise them to get up first and rest in the nearby office.
。”How are you?” Zhuo Yu’an only had eyes for her, he whispered softly, lowering his head and stroking her face, easing the stiffness in her features. 。His voice was trembling, his hands were trembling, he held Shu Tinglan tightly, “It’s okay, it’s okay” 。Comforting her is also comforting myself. 。Shu Tinglan simply shook his head. Watching him shake his head continuously, finally, finally, he uttered a complete sentence:
“I didn’t commit suicide, someone pushed me…”
The flight attendant’s face darkened upon hearing this. If someone had pushed him, then things were serious. >>> 。”Well, I know ” 。Zhu Yu’an nodded, without refuting her. 。I want to check the monitor. 。”
Good” 。Because it involved human lives, the flight attendants couldn’t refuse and took them to the monitoring room to investigate the monitor. 。The surveillance footage is very clear. Two people came out of the elevator and stood side by side waiting for the train within the yellow line on the platform. 。For no apparent reason, the girl suddenly looked back in terror, and then she rushed directly onto the tracks. 。
No one pushed her. 。
The platform has always been maintained by staff, and it wasn’t even rush hour yet. The people behind her in the queue were a full meter away from her. 。But the girl’s terrified expression, and the way she rushed towards the tracks, did indeed resemble being pushed. 。Shu Tinglan’s face paled, knowing it was her hallucination again, and this time, it was worse. 。Before this hallucination, she wouldn’t do anything to harm herself, and today, she inexplicably jumped off the tracks. If it hadn’t been for Zhuo Yu’an being there, she now… She didn’t dare think about it. 。
“It’s okay, I’m here” 。Zhuo Yu’an held her, gently patting her back to comfort her, both of them were cold all over. 。